almost 9 years, I pass my days with people who I call "friend". I spent a lot of my time with them than my parents and family. My family is not broken home. but, my family has an own ways and rules for showing affection, love and warmth. My parents teach me to live independently. and in line with the culture, I can not get too close with my dad. I close with my mother. I tell her anything. My family has a busy life respectively. and as long as we feel that we were busy do not need to be disturbed, we will not interfere with each other.
this is what my strongest reason why I am closer to my friends. You know, I grow from year to year and my friends are the people who accompanied me in periods of growth are slightly difficult to share with family. My parents keep control of every growth and my gestures. they still loved and cared for me more than anything in this world. and me too. I really love them more than anything too.
until now, when I was away from my parents, my friends are people who still plays a considerable role for me. they helped me when I have trouble. they accompanied me when I feel alone. they comforted me when I'm sad. and they accepted me with all my shortcomings. and of course they are always there for me.
maybe if they do not exist I would feel empty. I may seem over protective to them. but that I did because I really love them. I do not want something happen to them. and I just want to keep what is already there with them. there is no dispute or hatred. and now, the people who I call 'friends' are the best people that I have after the Jesus Christ and my family.
God, please save me and them who love and accept me as I am. please, bless all of the people who always keep and comforted me when I collapsed. and keep the people that I love. loved them as You have loved me God. protect them as You protected me by sending them as the best people who accompany me through life. i really love all of them.
thank you so much for the GREAT people in the world -Dad, Mom, Brother and Sister- and all of my lovely family for all you've done, give it, and gave up for me. Your time, your love, your attention, your tears, your sweat, your tired, your laughter, your anger, your hopes, your stuffs, your money, and EVERYTHING!! i really dont know how to give it back to you. please take care there and be healthy. don't think about not important things too hard. i really worried about that. please, dont work too hard too. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
and for all of my best friends... -all of my best friend in North Sumatera Indonesia. i cant mention you one by one guys. but i really know, you know what i mean.- Inyun, Cumi, DinDun, Cella, Mrs. MawarOren Tisyu, anggi and of course 'si ratu gombal tukang tidur dan makan' Imonk.... and all of the people. *sorry, it need to much space to mention all of your name one by one guys. please understand. and dont angry to me.* thank you so much much much and more for EVERYTHING! terima kasih sudah menerima saya apa adanya. dan dengan tulus mencintai saya. terima kasih banyak. i will try to giving my best to all of you. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
-with lots of love-
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
in my room....
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